At the end of the year last year, I took my leave to Florida without knowing whether or not I was to come back. This year, I again take my leave, and once again, I do not know when, or if I will be returning. Chances are I will have limited access to a computer in Florida. It saddens me, because I feel like, at the end of this year, things were looking up for me. I've founded a sub division in a gaming forum community, I started my Freshman year, and I have met new people which is amazing. It really seems to be looking up in ways I cant even currently comprehend.

Another reason that I'm falling apart a bit over the whole thing is that, I think I might have found someone. Then again that's what I tell myself about all the other ones... Shes this girl who I pass on a daily basis, I don't even know her name, I never even have really talked to her, but god, we look at each other every time we pass, and we seem to be doing things like one-up-man-ship (SP?) on each other. I used to be known for long hair, but then I cut it, a little more than noticeably may I add. less than days later she cut her hair. I have also been wearing a lot of black lately (I'm not emo, I just like the color.) Then the other day, she started wearing black, this is when I take notice of her a little bit more. The only connection I have with this girls is because shes a apparently a friend of a friend of mine. I am known to over assume things but Christ, the way its been happening it seems to be more than coincidence. The sad thing is, I only have two school days left for the summer, possibly forever, to even talk to her...

In other news, about that gaming community. As you may know, I recently posted some Images regarding something called the Buffoon Platoon. And this my friends, in the clan perspective, is the child of the DKO. But fear not, the name of the DKO has not vanished. What the Buffoon Platoon is is a experimental clan which I am currently testing on the Gaming community of the Zombie MMOFPS Z-Day. Their website and forum can be found here:

Z-Day Home Site - [link]

Z-Day Forum - [link]

The Z-Day community has an active and friendly environment and if you are a fan of Zombies, MMO's, FPS's and waiting, then I highly recommend that you check it out.


By the by, if you are interested in joining the Buffoon Platoon, feel free to stop on by the forums!

Forums - [link]


Again, I would like to wish you a dearest good bye if I do not return. I love you all, you truly don't know how much I do.



Song of the Post:

Another One Bites the Dust - Queen

If you don't like Queen, your homo.
Coincidentally, if you like Freddy Mercury, and your a guy, your also a homo.


Quote(s) of the Post:

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."

Carl Jung
Swiss psychologist (1875 - 1961)

"Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place."

Ice T